AA CULT EXPOSED

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Brain damaged

I have met a lot of Alcoholics Anonymous members since leaving the cult. Now the true believers really chill me to the bone. The further I get away, the more deprogrammed my mind becomes (though it's probably completely deprogrammed now) the more strange and wierd the true believers seem. they are like robots. When you talk to them their body language is way out of sinc with what they're saying. It is as if their brains were being damaged as they speak from steppism....
There is a glaringly false spirituality about them. Their egos (Far from being destoyed as the program claims, which is as bad as a big ego!) are HUGE!! They look at themselves as chose by God. At meetings they say patronizing things like: "Oh I feel so sorry for those without our disease (sic they call themselves diseased); they can never know the joy I feel" Ah sure they can, just light up joint, or try some heroin or coke. They make you feel happy and joyful too and they kill too just like your insane cult...

GETTING NORMAL

Is it a co-incidence that since leaving the cult that my life has gotten better? Somehow I doubt it! I have entered a new world full of people, not Bill Wilson drones. It really is good. People. I am getting to know people from a clear mind, not a self righteous cult mind.
I am getting to know women! I feel like a 13 year boy in that regard! And I don't get foolishly attached to every woman I find attractive. You know what? Life is getting good. Everything is going to be ok. This is call socialisation...

Friday, June 02, 2006

BELIEVE

I remember reading a piece of Alcoholics Anonymous literature

which said, "Even when you don't believe, look to the light and believe". Now this really is disturbing to me and completely illogical. It is telling me not to listen to my mind; it is actually telling me to reverse my beliefs because they are wrong beliefs; it is saying believe what we believe, your mind is wrong. It think had I followed "the dictates of a Higher Power" my brain would have been mush by now.

Think for yourself is my believe. And you! Believe what I say, even if you don't believe! He he!!